VOICE

2009-06-18T19:47:00.000-07:00

Aku kini seorang surarumah berkelulusan ijazah kejuruteraan. So, perhaps life is not as peachy after studies. I mean, u wake up in the morning, take a shower, brush your teeth yada yada...and then what do you do?
My first trip in the mornings after the showers would be the kitchen, hunting for breakfast. Yes, hunting. Unlike most, its not usually set on the table (especially during the weekdays), so this means id go thru the fridge or bread bin, finding and eating what i can before mum comes home with lunch. I'd do the dishes sometimes, and even the laundry if i feel like it. And that is basically all the action i get all morning.

Lame?

yeah...i noe..

The house right now is in a state where it is unable to receive any guests. The whole family is moving overseas and we have a lot of stuff that is waiting to be packed. Everywhere there seems to be something in piles, waiting for the packers to come and take them away. Sucks not being able to follow the family moving, but I guess with work starting, i cant complain. Lets just hope i can save up enough money to go there for a decent holiday before they move back here.

Ill be starting work at Shell Refinery Company this 1st of July. Thank Heavens i wont have to go jobless any longer. I really need to be able to stand on my own two feet. seriously.
Thought of going house hunting but then found out that Shell, with all its generosity, is paying for me to stay at a hotel for 1 month while i secure a proper accomodation. thats right, 1 freakin month.
Not some hu-ha hotel either. They booked me a Deluxe King Ocean View room at the Corus Paradise Resort. a quick google finds it to be a pretty nice place. huhu
Shell was even kind enuf to provide me with a car for 1 month of use!!! wee~

Sure as hope the work enviroment there is nice and good. I am looking forward to working, especially with a company as big as this. lets hope it will be as good as i expect it to be.

to my comrades who have already started working, congratulations and good luck.
to those still at home, i wish u all the best.

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someone please, for the love of God, suggest me a good song to listen too!!!!

2009-06-16T08:14:00.000-07:00

Hey ho chums. Im not in the mood for updating my blog thingy-jiggly, but what the hey. Tengah tanam anggur kat rumah, so id figure why not ea?

Tubbykins decided to tag me. Saves me the trouble of thinking up of things to write here. Don't get me wrong, i have tons of things i want to tell, but words elude me for the past few weeks (months?).

anyhoo, enuf with the hullabaloo. here goes:

To tubbykins.

1. Where you and I met?
Lab robocon i think..u were the one who couldnt stop talking. siap speaking lagi. I was thinking "owh! leh speaking neh~!"

2. How long have you known me?
coming up to three plus years. 3 looong years huh? ;p

3. The last time we saw each other?
UTP, in front of v5E. Took your flash from me. I still sorry bout the bump on the head. funny as heck though. lol2~~

4. Your first impression of me upon meeting/seeing me?
Wow, she talks a lot. and round too..
hahaha, nolah i kidding.
the word that comes to mind..bubbly.;p

5. Am I funny?
not as funny as me. L

6. What's my favorite music?
Rnb ish type songs, incubus, and lovey dovey songs nobody ever heard off except u.
Minah Jiwang.

7. Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else?
I'd call you, and is still calling u, a teletubby. no changes needed there.hohoho~

8. Have you ever hugged me?
me arms cant get around u, how ken hug? i need longer arms....(-_-!!)

9. If there was one good nickname for me, what would it be?
Her Royal Weirdness. Putri, ure so weird sometimes, it puzzles even me. But thats what keeps us being fun!! ngaww~~
i shuwit~~~

10. If you and I were stranded on an island, what would I bring?
sun tan lotion. let u sunburn in the sun on ur own, and ill be fairer than u for once. muahahaha

11. Where do you think I will be in 25 years?
next door. the noisy neighbours. (-_-!!)

12. Will you re-post this so I can fill this out for you?
fer shizzle

13. Any komen for me?
wen wanna heng meng?

14. Hu yu wanna tag?
Tubby
osmet yang ada blog (pundak, kong)
sape2 yg berminat, xde keje lain, sambil2 tanam2 anggur. ;p

2009-06-05T07:27:00.000-07:00

im finally home, and not gong back to the old mining town of Tronoh until August (hopefully).

I have no idea what to feel rite now. Most would be ecstatic that the 4 long years are now a short distant memory. something worth noted, and reminisce about after with a smile, if you're into that kinda thing.

I'd sorely miss the buzzing of the apartment/hostel of UTP, definitely. There's always seems to be an activity goin on among the mates; a movie to watch, a series to update with, games to play on other peoples PC because mine is too tukun to play any.

I'd miss going to classes. Not for the learning part, but for the socializing part. Labs and tutorials is where ive meet some interesting individuals, those who have indirectly helped me through the long arduous years through UTP. Here, i want to thank you, all of you.

I've spent a lot of time at the back of the class talking, day dreaming, spying on cute ladies in the class. I find no better place for me to quick nap or day dream other than the lecture theater. There something about the dark half lit space, the low drone voice of the speaker in front, that makes it a good place for a quick nap. A nap space away from bed, isnt that nice. :)

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The last week i had, was one of the best week I have had yet.
Lets just say ive waited for a very very very long time for a week like this to come along, spent the way it did. :)

all smiles?

yeah, i cant stop.

2009-05-18T06:54:00.000-07:00

Aku rasa ilmu kreatif aku makin kurang.

Eton dah lama x beraksi bersama rakanya Jamal & adik beradiknya. Kutip debu dan kuman kecil di atas almari bilik, keseorangan.

X ada inspirasi nak membawa jalan2. Aku blame aktiviti tahun akhir, sedut semua tenaga kreatif rakan-rakan (yang bulat dan yang kurang bulat) tembak yang lain.

KedaiGambar CS3 lama sudah aku x bukak, memori pc aku yang tukun x mampu nk tanggung matlab, opis dan pdf, mahu pula tambah dgn cs3...silap haribulan tahun, letup x tentu pasal.
Its a wonder my pc still works after all these years, still zippy thank God.

mahu outing shooting, seriously...soooooon
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surat provisional offer sudah terima melalui emel petang td. lega sedikit, at least dh ade black and white.
Mereka mahu aku lapor diri 1st july, which means ill have about 2 weeks of total holiday, then its off to work.
Not sure if its a good thing, or a bad thing.

But i am looking forward to the first pay check. ($_$) *kaching*

ps: tubs, i aint treating u until u treat me TGI's :P
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Bulan 6 ini, ada urbanscape(ke?) , gadis mana mahu ikut aku?
jom, kita date.

2009-05-16T07:54:00.000-07:00

Baru abes first week of exam.

4 paper dah setel,
yes,
FOUR in a week

nasib badan bukan core paper, but still...berasap kepala nak jawab, not to mention penat goreng jawapan yang masih x pasti betul ke tak.

(aku hebat goreng nasi, nugget dan jawapan mengarut....apparently)

abaikan, aku dah kat rumah, cuti kejap..lain hari risaukan.

Its partially official, dengan izin Allah yang Maha Pemurah, syarikat minyak milik Belanda, cawangan Malaysia, has seen it fit to offer me a position. Instumentation Engineer katanya.

Alhamdulillah, syukur.

Tapi...

dah due mingu dah rasanya, tapi masih x dapat surat lagi.

risau?

ah, sudah tentu.

sbb itu aku sebut 'partially' official. baru offer melalui telefon, belum ada surat, mahupun email.

harap2, sampai secepat mungkin.

restless selagi x dpt black and white.

call me..insecure. ngeh...

I count the years ive spent as an academic.

17 years, total. An age of an adolescent.

Its no wonder i have now somewhat grown wearisome of studying. Of formal education. Yes, i do want to pursue my masters, or if God willing, my doctorate....but not now...
no..not now..

lets push the pause button on that for a while, at least..kan?

but think of where we are now, think about it. you, I, we, are where we are based on the decisions made since the start of our academic journey way back when.

I wonder, if i had not grown up among legos, and mekano, and robot toys, would i have been keen on technical things?
If i had went and continued my studies on an American education system, would i be where I am now? How would it differ?
If i not had decided to major what i am in now, what would i be doing now?

point here is, as unclear as it may be due to the limit of my writing capabilities, we are where we are as aresult of a hundred million choices that we made, we chose, along the way.

kan?

im not making sense ea..

yeah..

just ate, full like crazy, and i am having trouble chaining my thoughts together.

what?

fin

2009-05-01T18:53:00.000-07:00

A few more weeks before the end of the semester, also the end of my 4 year programme here in. Graduating to join the workforce and leave the finals and tests behind for at least a while.

How do i feel about it?

mixed i guess.

there's the thought of finally be ridding of bookworming, and finally be able to stand a chance to be financially Independent. (shit, i needed a spell check to spell independent right)
and there is the thought of not ever meeting some of the people you know on campus, people who your life revolved and involved around past 4 years.

gain something, as you lose something...i guess..

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Soon to be graduates, most are running around attending interviews here and there. However, i have observed that in the economic slowdown that we are unfortunately having, most employers are now taking advantage. There has been a few interviews where they seem to radiate a "more holier than thou" aura.
They know that most are pushing hard to secure a job, and they being the one offering, have more bargaining power.

To help in the small way that i can, ill give a brief overview of interviews of i attended, and the items asked. This might only interest engineering students btw.

Bumi Armada:
This was done on campus, and it seems that according to the interviewer, is the first of many stages. The interview revolves around your resume, focusing on any activities done where u were in a particular position of power (leader etc). You'll be asked to review on your role, how you overcome challenges, how you delegate and etc.
They have not called me up for a follow up, so I think i phailed this one.

SLB:
The first stage is a communications test. You'll be asked to pick a topic out from a box, a random topic, and asked to talk about it for at least 3 mins. Now, the topics can vary from rock formations, to cars, to Disney movies (no, im not joking). One of my colleague got the question
"What did you learn from Disney?".
I'm not sure about the things they observe in the first stage. Although i talked and felt confident in my words, my name did not pop up for the second stage of the SLB interview.
However i have heard that the second stage is a group work, where every little details count. Follow instructions religiously, as they will find the slightest reason to reject you. Even reasons as small as writing your answers on the wrong side of the paper!

Shell:
Shell has been infamous for its multi level interview like SLB. However the first interview is the one that kills.
The first interview is a one on one interview, divided into three sections:
1) career preference
you will be asked on your preferred work location and availabe dates. this is very basic.
2) past project discussion
You'll be asked to describe a project that you have done, preferably where u were the team leader. You'll then be asked to review on your performance, on how the team worked together. They will ask you on whether there were internal conflicts when you did the project, here be honest. Dont go all fairy tale as say "my team was very cooperative and work together-gether wan". Highlight on ANY conflicts, because the aim of the interview is to see how to handle conflicts and difference in opinions within your team. On the steps taken to overcome the conflict, the effects of your action and also how you talk to your group mates. Be specific in you actions, on how you handle the problems asked by the interviewer. there will be questions like
"How do you measure your own progress?"
"How do you set your own goals?"
"How do you ensure that your team mates are following the plan?"
Be prepared for these kind of questions. If you can answer them, then youre already in a good position.

3) Topic discusssion
For the last part of the interview, you'll be given a list of topics and be asked to chose one you feel comfortable talking about. Now the list of topics are quite a few, but not all will be available to you.
My advice is go through the website, there are a few articles there that relates to the topic. Here its more of a general knowlege questions answer session. You'll be asked on what you understand about the topic, its effect for global companies like shell, and also its effect on the stakeholders. Again, be specific, dont generalize. Most of the points are in the articles found on the shell website.
And be persistent, as the interviewer will always ask for more. Just give them everything you have on ur mind.
this is the hardest part of the interview for me, so come prepared.

now, should you make it past the first stage, you will be called up for the second stage which is the Shell Recruitment Day.
As its name implies, this is a one whole day interview with other candidates of the same backgroud as u.
There is a case study, where you will be give a ton of material to go thru. You will need to identify 3 main crisis out of many, and propose plans for short term as well as long term. You will also need to identify items such as its impact, and also whether it is able to solve any other crisis faced.
Prep time is 1.5 hours, and presentation time is 30 mins. Be sure ure comfortable with presenting your ideas clearly and able to justify them accordingly.

The second part is the group discussion, and is the easiest part. basically ure to mock a meeting between different level of organization, and propose ideas. You are required to reach a unanimous decision by the end of the meeting.
Here they will observe on how you push your ideas, how u influence others, and how you receive others ideas. Its not about being the best man at the table, but the best team player at the table.

The last part is the technical interview. As its name implies, all things asked are technical. You are to choose one past tech project that you did, relevant to the position that you are applying. That being said, choose to talk about one of your projects that you know 100% of! They will ask you all the details of your project, from the methodology, to the application details. If you lucky (or unlucky), you asessor will bea hiring manager with the same background as you. SO IF U IMPRESS THEM , HIGH CHANCES FOR YOU SECURING A POSITION THEN AND THERE!!!!

if you are sucessful, they will call you the next day with the good news. yes, its that quick.

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I wish you luck for those going for upcoming interviews.

You're a winner for a lifetime If you seize that one moment in time Make it shine

websites that might interest engineering graduates:
http://razmahwata.wordpress.com/
http://www.oilgrads.com/

have a nice weekend people.

Dont call me. please.

2009-04-29T23:13:00.000-07:00

Received some good news, after such a taxing two days of travel.

Syukur.

Better hope JPA doesnt ring me up anytimesoon.

2009-04-17T01:47:00.000-07:00

Its a three day weekend here for Perakians.

Looking out, the parking lots seems emptier than usual. Most probably driving their homesick selves back home this very day.

Its a Friday, and thank God. I have never seemed to look forward to a Friday as much as this week. A lot can happen it seem in the 5 weekdays. About midweek i was coming up with reasons why isnt there always a three-day weekend.
2 is such an even number, why not 3?

All good things come in three's rite?

The three musketeers for instance...

and there's three main meals in a day..

most good looking things they say, are in thirds of proportions. (whatever that means)

and we so happened to be on the third planet from the sun. (ye ke?)

.....

holidays aside..

There is a sort of depression that follows the end of any weekend,

on a Sunday, when the thought of Monday is on the back of your head.

U know, the feeling.

"crabs, monday."
"i still got those asements to do"
"and got test too"
"heben paid my summons"
"theres still 4 more days from monday, to the next weekend"

not trying to think of it, just makes me want to think about it more.
u know like they say,

"Dont think of an Apple!!!!"

what do u do?

u think of an apple, a bright red one right smack dab in the middle of ur mind frame. why? because the sentence think of an apple is in the sentence.

(btw, do try and think of an apple for a while, and think hard. what do u see? ask urself these questions.
"Do I see the picture of an apple, or the workd 'apple' in my head?"
"Is the picture in my head in color, or old school black and white?"
"Where is the location of the picture in my head, is it in the center, top left corner, top right?"

answer this, and think on it, and the concept of mind mapping will make sense... i think..)

so where am i going sebenarnya with all this?

well..

no where sebenarnya, i feel it that i owe it to rant here. Anybody not doing anything this weekend? kam2, lets hang2~

2009-03-22T07:07:00.000-07:00

Telah di tag oleh cik jazlin. maka, aku dengan x punyai aktiviti lain, aku jawab tag ini dengan segera!!

Rules:

The rules are simple. Use Google Image to search the answers to the questions below.
Then, you must choose a picture in the first page of result and post it as your answer.
After that tag 12 people.

Age of my next birthday = 23

The place I would like to travel to = Japan

vending2 machine memang bersepah di japan. Every corner there is a vending machine it seems. huhu~~

The favorite place = Akihabara

aku tech nut and gadget freak. and akihabara mmg best untuk get urself updated on what technology have to offer. huhu

The favorite food = sup daging

The nickname I had = fusyi@fasyi2

aku ade company sendiri tuuu~~

The favorite colour = Red

The city I live in (For now) = Subang Jaya

summit usj, depan area rumah aku je.lol~

The city I was born in = Klang

College major =Electrical Electronics Engineering (Instrumentation and Control)

Bad habit = Ponteng kelas

budak ni pura2 demam kot agaknya, nak ponteng skolah. hoho~~

Hobby = photography

weee~~~~

Wishlist = Nikon D3

droool~~~~~~

nak kene tag orang lain ke?

;p

2009-03-20T06:20:00.000-07:00

sbulan, cukup sbulan..

aih, malang betul nasib pelajar utp, mencaci, mengumpul dosa tiap kali bukak browser mereka. aku yakin, dalam sehari, pasti ade se ekor b*b* yang disembur keluar, ditujukan ke arah penyelia internet, wireless, hotspot, dan seangkatan.

aku kini di rumah, setelah sekian lama teperap di kawasan padang guling Tronoh panas.

lega?
yes..

kenyang?
yes..

creative mood flowing?
maybe...

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It has been one heck of a month.
A lot of things happenned and traspired.
Good things.
everyday things.
effin bad and crazy things too.

I find myself at the junction, where the question of "Where is your darn future headed bro?", cannot remain unanswered. The economic turmoil, no new matter to this coutry, has inevitably struck once again, another coming in its by decade cycle. I am sure, would be graduates, my comrades, are now scarmbling to find means and ways to secure a job for the future.

The future they say, looks bleak. I remember back when the economy was in a slump back in '97. There were talks on retrenching, saving, and buying Malaysian made products.

Students who were supposed to further their studies under scholarships, were duly dissapointed as most were unable to fly overseas. A local education proved to be a more economically safer option.

and there i was, some belasan tahun, thinking.
"This things will blow past me, im still a kid"

ironic.

now, all finallly final yeared, im graduating with my fellow comrades into an economic downturn. Everywhere, companies are freezing their recruitments, narrowing the job market, and making competition between job seekers alike that more competitive.

Dulu mimpi berkerja dengan syarikat2 besar, berkereta besar, rumah besar, dompet tebal.

kini?

angan-angan.

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cerita foto foto

2009-02-20T10:00:00.000-08:00

6 keping gambar pn jadilah. exhibition sket2~~

yes, a new owner of a working, very pristine, and shiny2, Yashica Electro 35. Bought at a very2 reasonable price too!!!
Should visit lokkin more often.;p

a stub.

ends.

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baru balik dari mapley. kelihatan group2 baru balik jamming. masing2 bawa guitar atas blakang.

bile nak jamming weh???

bands, everybody seems to be in one huh?

lolz~

Its a reminder, for all of us

2009-02-10T20:48:00.000-08:00

Some of us do forget, intentionally or unintentionally, that life is precious.....and short.

We are reminded time and time again, not to stray off the beaten path. To be on which that has been long advised.

Some reminders are gentle, subtle.
Some clearer and direct more than we would have preferred.

My head is now clear, my mind now set.

I have been reminded.

A prayer, for you, sahabat perjuangan.

Al-Fatihah.

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lokkin market: ipoh; photowalk.

2009-02-02T00:15:00.000-08:00

aduh, sakit

2009-01-15T23:50:00.000-08:00

The whole day today. rasa macam tak selesa.

Bangun bersin-bersin. Aku bilang berdebu barangkali.

Pergi melawat tandas, bersin-bersin lagi.Pening kepala jadinya.

Mata bengkak dan berair. mulut pula ade ulcer, akibat gigit bibir sendiri tempoh hari.

pedih, cis. Aku menyumpah sendirian.

mandi2, clear hidung, still rasa tak selesa.

rasa macam ade anasir tersangkut x mahu keluar dari laluan udara. bergerak mengikut rentak pernafasan. *amarah bermula*

rasa jengkel, maka mula mencari punca ketidakselesaan. aku dengus kuat2, harapan anasir tersebut keluar.

satu kali dengus, dapat rasa ada makhluk seperti mahu keluar, tapi tersangkut sedikit. aku apa lagi, pinch it dengan jari dan tarik sekuat hati.

*pitam sekejap*

aaaaaaaargh!!

sakit sangat. aku lihat apa aku tarik.

cis

bulu hidung. kuda laut.

rawak. sekian

cutian,photo take, tres

2009-01-12T09:14:00.001-08:00

cuti, photo take, dos

2009-01-12T03:41:00.000-08:00

Photos above photo stitched, for panoramic view.

cutian, photo take, uno

2009-01-11T18:29:00.000-08:00

and make sweet music.

2009-01-08T15:18:00.000-08:00

mmm, shimmy2~~

try waking up to this song. just try.
high~

lets talk, on what you aim to achieve.

2009-01-06T05:03:00.000-08:00

oh, aku tak punyai idea untuk entri blog, tapi masih mahu update.
dilemma bukan?

I've been doing some light reading.
For inspiration,
for a little mind picking,
and to chase the bore bunnies away.

If you were given the chance, to give one last lecture before you die, what would you talk about?

Let us ponder on that for a moment.

I've got my nose stuck in a book, The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch. And thus far, it has been an enlightening read. In a nutshell, its about a man, diagnosed with cancer, who gives a final lecture on achieving childhood dreams.
His lecture is captured on video, and he wished that the video be shown to his kids (still infants) when they grow up, so that they know what kind of person that he, their dad, was.

I wont go into the details of the content of the book, ill leave that for you to go read for yourself.

It does peak my interest though, the idea the book provokes.

As an individual, what knowledge, wisdom or any sort of contribution can you impart onto the world? What legacy can you leave behind, for your children to recognize? What will they remember you by, when you're six feet under.

When your life is finite and is able to be measured in numbers, what will you do to make sure that you've lived your life.

Reading through the book, i've stopped many times to ponder on some of the things said.

Brick walls are there for a reason. They're not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something.

Its funny how things make sense when other people say it. How things are complicated when you try to think about it yourself.
This is one of the things that hit me like a rock onto the head.

Well, i know i've not tried hard enough at somethings, given up when the first sign of trouble shows itself.
I've been shying away from the brick wall unknowingly.

I could go on about the things said in this book. But that would be unjust of me to those who have not read it.

so why not kan?
Head towards your nearest bookstore and pick it up.
If it does not inspire you, contact me. We'll talk about it over a cup of tea.

:D

cheerio

lalalahujanlah

2009-01-02T23:45:00.000-08:00

School holidays, and its raining. I am now staving off the urge to sleep. God knows thats the last thing i would want to do.
Sleep in the afternoon, and wake up all groggy. Look out the window to find its almost Maghrib, and wondered if i have done Asar or not.

Its not a good cycle, so as tempting as it is to sleep, im propping my eyes wide open. @_@
hopefully it lasts...

so i was thinking of a new years resolution. Since everyone seem to have them, i probably should consider of it too. Then i remembered i did make some sort of resolution early of 2008, as described here.

Which got me thinking...

how much of it have i actually done?
;p

well, looking thru it, not much, let me tell that. no surprises there..(-_-!!)

so, rather than make new ones, why not bring the ones i did not complete to this year. would make things a whole lot easier for me, tak perlu fikir dalam2 dan lama2.

Yeah, sounds like an excuse not to think.
maybe it is? i mean, its the holidays, and wringing the brain for ideas can be taxing on a brain set for 'Holiday' mode.

Dont worry brain, ill put u back to work in a couple of weeks. Just dont get to rusty before that.

what the pish am i rambling continuously on about?

nothing really...

seriously..

its me, trying not to doze off.

yeah, not working. *kr0o0o0oo0o0hhhh*

1 Januari, kamu buka tirai tahun baru bagaimana?

2008-12-31T23:10:00.000-08:00

Hari ini, aku pasti, orang keramaian majoritinya pasti bangkit lambat. Semalaman bersuka ria di ibu kota dan pusat membeli belah, menyambut kedatangan tahun berangka sembilan di hujung.

Aku?

Aku semalam menyambut kedatangan tahun baru, di alam maya. Cukup memadai sahaja tahun ini aku menatap komputer peribadi, dan wish mereka yang juga tak keluar seperti aku.

Tirai tahun kosong sembilan kini dah terbuka, apa aktiviti kamu buat untuk memorasi hari ini?

azam tahun baru belum buat lagi. bagaimana?

di ambang tahun baru, mode gambar.

2008-12-29T05:16:00.001-08:00

We're ordinary people

2008-12-28T06:31:00.000-08:00

dim the lights sweets, and take my hand.

we'll slow dance this night through.

double 2

2008-12-27T17:18:00.000-08:00

Tatkala orang lain sibuk mahu sambut kedatangan tahun baru, aku baru sibuk nak sambut kedatangan Hari Kejadian.

Terima Kasih pada rakan-rakan yang ingat dan wish. Terima kasih, tapi aku hairan....bukan hari kejadian sinonim dengan bungkusan-bungkusan hadiah? hahahaha~
owh, aku dapat ini smalam.

ckin2u, cuak mula2 ingat haruman wanita. ah, klau haruman wanita pun, siapa kisah kan? Jambu sket aku memakainya, bukan?

Terima Kasih pada yang memberi. Amat dihargai. Tak perlu lagi pakai deodoran bagai nak rak sebab mahu berbau sedap. Badan kadang2 aku sendiri tak tahan bau. (-_-!!)

Kebetulan pula diri sendiri keluar membeli bauan di One Utama sebelum itu.
Haruman murahan yang dibeli dari farmasi Guardian.
Cikai2 generic sahaja.

Haruman Adidas yang aku tak pasti betul2 Adidas buat atau tidak. Pedulikan, janji murah dan cover bau badan.

Aduh, kalau tahu akan dapat hadiah, sudah tentu ini tak dibeli.

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Konon-konon perfume murah di new zealand.

Aish..rugi tak kirim banyak2, jual buat bisnes.lol

Siapa ada kenalan yang masih disana?
Tinggal komen.

morning, for once.

2008-12-25T15:37:00.000-08:00

I'm up early, not because of a change in habits, but i was hungry like crazy. I woke up to a rumbling tummy.

Go figure..

Got tagged miss Illy. Seems interesting.

Here goes.

Do you think you are hot?

No. I do think i'm cool though sometimes. How bout that? ;p

Upload a favorite picture of you.

Why do you like that picture?

Well, not everyday i get sandwiched by such color coordinated ladies. I feel...privileged, i think is the word.;p

When was the last time you ate pizza?
Tadi, leftovers from yesterday. Zaas for breakfast, the cornerstone of a nutritious meal ey. lol

The last song you listen to?
Awie-Nur Nilam Sari. Its never too early in the morning for a dose of Awie rock.

What name you prefer beside yours?
A name people would call me?
Pashy, or fusyi2. Hence the inspiration for Mr Fusyi.
Now u know.

People to tag?
Kong
En. Pundak
Putri
Cherry
You who is reading this.

Who is number one?
Osmet. *Does secret handshake*

Number three is having relationship with?
Herself. I know u look in the mirror everyday tubs and puji diri how cute u look.

Say something about number five?
He/she is now reading my blog.

How about number four?
Cherrylicous. Probably bored to death from what i read in her blog.Jom2 shoot!!

And who is number two?
Osmet. *Does secret handshake again*.
And oh, a robot aficionado. Go go cococon?
'

versi melayu, ada? smexy.

2008-12-24T07:56:00.000-08:00

I have fallen for the smooth sounds of the very talented Corrinne. Classy voice, soothing tunes..and yeah, she's cute too.

Definitely one of those songs to listen to when making babies..*cheeky2*

Sesiapa yang rasa diri mampu nyanyi seperti Corinne atau Norah Jones. Tinggal komen and nombor telefon. I'll be in touch with u soon. :P

cheers~

Kata-kata rawak, untuk hari ini.

2008-12-22T06:56:00.000-08:00

Berkata tentang janji-janji, kata-kata manis.

Indah sungguh kata-kata apabila teringin.

Dikalahkan gula manisnya, bergocak hati diusiknya, cair mulut menyebutnya.

Bukan mahu menjulang nama, mahupun menabik dada.

Tapi aku tahu akan kelebihan mereka yang bijak mengatur kata-kata.

Kelebihan orang yang punyai kosa kata di pihaknya.

Kau juga pernah saksikan bukan? Bagaimana orang-orang di tangga atas masyarakat bertutur, bagaimana mereka berbicara?

Ada yang indah bahasa demi kebaikan sejagat.

Ada yang indah bahasa demi kebaikan diri, bukan sepakat.

Aku bukan mahu membebel semberono, sahaja mahu memberi pendapat.

Umum, terlalu umum dan rawak.

Aku tahu, aku tahu.

Salahkan teman dinding langit, ia memberi idea fikiran ketika aku berbaring mencari ilham tidur.

Kerana aku tahu kamu semua bilang gangster seperti aku juga.

2008-12-20T04:44:00.001-08:00

segak berdiri di tengah panas tanpa hirau bahaya kulit gelap,
mata terpaku pada si pengambil gambar.

aku tahu, semua pasti terfikir, sengaja atau tidak..

"Aku orang paling cool abad ini."

bukankah itu kebenarannya?
lol~~~

Amarah, aku rasa, amarah.

2008-12-19T08:16:00.000-08:00

Amarah kerana, perkara dalam kawalan, bertukar jadi luar kawalan.

Amarah kerana, aku tak punyai duit untuk membeli belah.

Amarah kerana, aku terpaksa marah untuk lepaskan geram.

Amarah kerana, tatkala aku cuba berlembut, ada orang paksa aku mengganas.

Amarah kerana, masalah aku, tiba2 sudah libatkan orang tak bersalah, cam si*l.

Amarah kerana, cuti semester lama sangat, dan aku makin gemuk.

Amarah kerana, aku giat berjogging waktu petang, tapi berat badan tak turun-turun.

Amarah kerana, sudah lama tidak marah sepuas puasnya.

Siapa mahu jadi mangsa marah aku, tinggal komen.

kayuh-kayuh di hutan ShahAlam

2008-12-18T01:58:00.000-08:00

wishful thinking?

2008-12-17T08:02:00.000-08:00

Perlu kan alat di atas ini, untuk dapatkan gambar seperti:

Perlukan item di atas ini,untuk hasilkan gambar seperti:

Ku pinjam gambar2 mu, cik asam manis.
Sangat dengki kamu memiliki.
Bertuah sungguh kamu.

T~T

Hari Kejadian penulis blog ini, sudah semakin hampir. Sekadar tambah pengetahuan.

Aku hanya bagi hint untuk mereka yang murah hati.
*membuat mimik muka kucing tak cukup makan*

Argh, harus berhenti tengok siaran Travel and Living. Aku terpengaruh!

2008-12-15T08:19:00.000-08:00

Terasa perasaan hasad dengki apabila melawati blog The Hate Journal. Ah, mengapa aku tak dapat nak buat trip sebegitu. Umur sudah cecah (hampir) 22, dan masih banyak lagi aku belum lihat di dunia ini.

Aku bilang sudah hampir 16 tahun hidup aku berkecimpung dalam dunia akademia. 16 tahun bangun tidur buku dan alat tulis. Mahu backpack sana sini selepas graduasi (ala2 lonely planet), ekonomi pula gawat.
Terpaksa rebut peluang kerja cepat kalau mahu elak menanam anggur masa akan datang. Tak sempat mahu berjoli sana sinun kerana takut peluang kerja direbut orang lain.

cis, ada2 aja ranting dalam perancangan.

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pernah anda ditinggalkan masa percutian?

SENARIO SATU

Aku menelefon rumah
*toot2* *toot2* *toot*
..tiada orang angkat

Dial nombor telefon bimbit ibu/bapa
*toot2* toot* *click*
Aku: Hello? Mum?
Mum: Yeah, ada apa?
Aku: owh, kluar ek, tadi telefon rumah tak ada orang angkat. Shopping?
Mum: owh, kitorang kat kelantan ni, balik kampung cuti2, we did not tell u?
Aku: ........ erm..(-_-!!)

SENARIO DUA

aku balik rumah satu long weekend, sampai, mandi2, duduk di ruang tamu.
adik masuk memakai baju berwarna oren terang.

Aku: Baju baru ke? Havent seen it before. And why orange?
Adik aku: owh, we went to sunway lagoon the other day. Dad's company ade family day. You did not know?
Aku: owh, yeah, of course i do,pfft (biarlah tak tahu langsung pn padahal). Any shirts for me?
Adik aku: Dunno, probably not, we got one each.
Aku:.....rite..

Aku dah duduk Subang Jaya sejak tahun '91. Tak pernah aku jejak kaki lagi ke Sunway Lagoon tu. (-_-!!)

ada orang mahu ajak aku pergi?

anyone...?

kerana aku rasa,patung beruang itu mesti sedang mengutip debu dalam almari gelap kamu.

2008-12-14T08:47:00.001-08:00

mungkin aku juga tak dapat nak singkir memori begitu mudah. mungkin aku hanya mampu untuk tak mengingati, tak cukup tujah emosi untuk lenyapkan selamanya.

its in there somewhere..the beautiful ones..and their doppleganger.

tak dapat nak hadapi dengan senyum tawa, ataupun muka cekal, aku topengkan dengan muka tak endah.

kerana rasa nya, jika aku jadi seorang yang dibenci kamu, at least ada pasti alasan kukuh for u to have not taken a second look.

dan aku boleh tenteramkan hati sendiri.

"kerana aku kan terlalu ego ketika itu, padan lah muka diri"

kan lebih mudah begitu?

mid life crisis..aku tak pasti..

2008-12-14T04:04:00.000-08:00

Tempoh hari aku ke satu event seni di sekitar ibu kota. Read: Rantai.
Aku memang dari kecil tak reti mahu melukis, tiada bakat untuk menghalusi jalur2 pen, tiada bakat untuk transformasi.

Art is transformational, time kasih Cultural Anthoropoly, aku kini kurang bebal konsep seni.

Aku pergi dengan niat untuk membeli trinket2, hasil kraftangan kreatif anak muda masa kini. Aku cukup kagum mereka yang boleh gaya bebas melukis. Tak kisahlah karikatur ataupun haiwan2 fictional yang berwarna jingga biru. Aku hanya boleh lihat, dan bertanyakan diri sendiri, mengapakah tangan aku tak lembut seperti mereka.

Jikalau aku kaya, aku sudah mahu membeli hasil seni yang mereka tayangkan. Bawa balik dan gantung di dlm bilik, buat centerpiece. Tak seganlah aku mahu membawa rakan2 aku masuk bilik aku lepak-lepak, pasti mereka akan "uuu" and "ahh". Dan kemudian berkabarkan berita tentang kehebatan design bilik aku kepada rakan2.
vain, aku tahu.

Entah mengapa aku kini kian berminat untuk berlayar lalu katalog IKEA. Suka melihat perabot2, susunan perabot, design perabot tersebut, dan imaginasi posisi perabot tersebut di dalam bilik jika aku membelinya satu hari kelak. (pabila aku kerja, bergaji lumayan..amin2).

pernah skali, aku bosan sangat, aku ke Flickr, dan search gambar bilik orang. sahaja mahu lihat bagaiman mereka hias bilik mereka. Aku tahu, weird...

Ade such thing as a mid life crisis. Aku tak tahu apa fasa yang aku lalui skarang ini.

any idea?

di sekitar bungalow berwarna merah

2008-12-13T04:20:00.001-08:00

komentar....aku kemalasan..maaf kalian.;p

dikala aku bosan, aku bereksperimentasi

2008-12-10T07:25:00.000-08:00

gambar ini pasti kamu kenal bukan?

hasil photoshop dan polygonal lasso tool kemudian. aku rasa macam menarik pula.
tiada wacom tablet, maka pakai mouse. Tangan perlu steady.

Ada sesiapa mahu hadiahkan aku wacom?

kitty kat

2008-12-09T04:05:00.000-08:00

for all the mean kitties out there.
i lol'ed so hard.

genius, genius!!!

2008-12-08T20:43:00.000-08:00

Salam perayaan, salam sejahtera.

Another celebration for Muslims have come and gone, and im guessing most of us are having full tummies right about now...full and content.;p

its another Raya Haji celebration away from kampung. another Raya in the suburbs of Subang Jaya, bertemankan jalan raya yang jam dan traffic yang tak putus2. Masjid penuh dengan warga asing, who mostly have jobs at the nearby Mydin or Giant. They seem to be making the most of it, so i take it in stride to make the most of the Qurban too.

Simillar to the year before, this year the nearby Masjid ade menjalankan upacara sembelihan, and as usual, Dad bought satu bahagian. I have never been strong in the stomach, to actually witness the slaughter of the cow itself.

fusyi+blood=blackout...

im sure its a common thing...kan?

anyhoo, low tolerance for gushing blood aside, i went to help with the slaughtering anyways. well, its mostly jumping in, and helping anyone who needed help with the tugging and the pulling, u know, to tumbangkan the lembu itself.

I've always wondered, why the cows here in malaysia dont have the black and white tompok like we have been accustomed to associate with....

Then there is the tindih-ing, while they cow is slaughtered. There was this one situation on this one cow, where i was literally only inches away from his test*cles. There were people pushing me from above, weighing me down onto the lembu, and i was trying desperately to avoid a face-balls incident.

Crap2, let it not touch me, let it not touch me..

lesson learned: if u have to tindih a lembu, pick a part away from its business area, the tummy or torso would be a good choice.

7 cows worth of tugging and tindih-ing later, i was covered in cow dung and mud and decided that i will never have a future in cow wrangling (or domestication of any animals for that matter).

The menu for the whole day of yesterday was kambing and lembu masak macam2. i am now still stuffed, but there's some kari from yesterday with my name on it.

lunch time bro, wanna join?

my feet are sore, help.

2008-12-05T03:20:00.000-08:00

Just finished a three day visit to the International Petroleum Technology Conference (IPTC), a few major lessons were learned.

1. Job market is tight, better bring ass into gear and move plan ahead a.s.a.p
saw a whole lot of students scouting potential companies they would like to work with. With a whole bunch load of engineers graduating every semester, i think it wise for people to start looking out for opportunities. Apparently the field is now looking to hire a whole bunch of young professionals to replace the baby boomer generation. Better work out those resumes, and send em flying a.s.a.p.

2. Exhibitions means freebies, and freebies means good stuff for zero cost.
No wonder Dad always comes home rocking with good stuff everytime he comes home from an exibition. Diaries, pens, caps, shirts, hampers, u name it. I deem it ,the poor mans version of shopping, u see what u like, and instead of paying for it, u ask for it.
"can i have a pendrive?"
"can i take this mug?"
some of us who are not so comfortable being so direct, might strike up a conversation with the people in charge at the booth. Asking inquisitive questions, showing interest on the company profile, and then stand around for a bit.. they sure to be passing u a bag if u hang around long enough.
cheapskates, arent we all deep inside? lol~

3. Dress shoes suck for walkies, wear loafers next time.
i come home, with my foot feeling like a brick. it refuses to listen to instructions, and sends nasty pain signals to my brain everytime i walk..a quick jump on by Ichin relieved it for a bit..now i understand why people dont buy Bata shoes. (-_-!!)

note to self: get foot massager when have own money, or get filthy rich and get own masseuse. *growl* ;p

dead post. this is not good for blog, no no..

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on another note, congratulations to bro Aiman, Graduated First Class Honors, Uni of Cantebury.
now, guess its up to me huh?

IPTC

2008-12-02T17:09:00.001-08:00

On site at iptc. PETRONAS president giving his opening remarks. Hw i wished i brought Eton along.;p

when all u need, is a darn good book

2008-11-30T06:40:00.000-08:00

A few days into the holidays, and what can i say. I come home to find that i have been moved to a bigger room (fomerly the tv/lounge space upstairs), which is a nice surprise. But there's heck of a lot of stuff as big as the space is, and i think some sorting out needs to be done a.s.a.p.

You'd be surprised at the amount of books scattered in my house. Some of which are now safely collecting dust on the shelves.
Mum being a teacher means that there's tons of books on Maths and Science everywhere, from workbooks to textbooks to folders filled with past papers. There's always the question of whether to throw or not to throw out the old outdated books. There's always a 'just in case' involved whenever we decide to chuck away the old books.

Just in case we need to revise the old syllabus.
Just in case my bro might want to use it in a couple of years.
Just in case we just might need it.

Then to add to the collection are dad's old books, business books mostly. I reckon they were purchased at a time when he was still studying. I'm not sure who would want to read those, but they're still around, awaiting a keen eye to lay upon them one day. Dad also collect books on things like
"Keeping a positive mind"
"8 books you must read"
or something along those lines. Sort of motivational books he collects during his travels here and there. most of which ends up on the shelves after a good one round.

And there's my books, ones collected these past few years as a budding engineer. Honestly speaking though, there are some of the books that have still crisp pages, and covers hard and new. ;p
Cant blame me for losing interest in a book filled with jargons and numbers u'd take a while to understand. *sigh*

and there's the bunch of other books thats lost somewhere in the mix. The story books that's been thrice read cover to cover, the books that were bought at a flea market and no one seems to read since they were bought, the books that we have no idea came from where but seems to always be there, and the books that were once leisure reading material for mum and dad when they were in their teens.

now, we cant seem to have a proper place to put them all. so now here they are, in my room, the whole lot (after what dad said to be a whole day of filtering through the pile, the collection now has minimized in size). All mixed and matched, in no particular order or category. They fall under one general category, 'book'.;p
When i'm bored, i go through the shelves, and i occasionally find a good book to read. Well, not that good, but its something to put me to sleep.......more or less.

unless of course, some of you would be a dear, and sing me a lullaby? :)

2008-11-26T04:05:00.000-08:00

Hey, so its been a while.

I should be writing more..a self reminder...God knows there are a sure heck of a lot of things racing through my head at any particular time..all wanting attention, and all end up being put on hold. I have never been the quaint multi tasker.

so, finally, exams are over. after what it seems like a long couple of weeks, im once again rid of the books and pens for a couple of weeks. I have so looked forward to the days after the exams, but when they do come around i find myself wondering. Wondering what am I to do to fill in the times that i have now been blessed with so abundantly.

I have always thought that i wanted to live a bum life. Maybe live on a tropical island, where my activities revolves around water, and lazing about in a hammock between coconut trees. That is what i have always thought would be the life for me....
but now i dont see me ever surviving that...seriously..

I have slowly to begin turning into somewhat of a workaholic. In which case i have no idea if that is a good thing or a bad thing. Its because i find that when i have work to do, i have a reason not to worry about other things. I have a reason to be just shut in, and keep my head in work.
Its sort of therapeutic at times, a confidence boost when for once, ure done with ur work way ahead of time. :P

What to do, what to do..

I think ill just keep my behind at home for the upcoming few days into the holidays. De stress the stressed, and just get into my holiday mood.
Lupakan sahaja perkara-perkara remeh seperti buku dan pena dan kalkulator. Aku relieve them of their duties buat sementara waktu.

Happy Holidays People, have a good one. :D

on another note.

2008-11-15T11:48:00.000-08:00

Its interesting, how things can get more complicated the more u try to un-complexify it. How it snowballs to something bigger, when all ure trying to do, its limit things to within ur area of control.

A one on one confrontation, can on the upbeat, turn into a bloody battle royale. Sparked from any reasons whatsoever, its hard to contain the battle ,if everyone is pushing people inside the ring, willingly, and unwillingly. Spectators tend to get tied up in the mix, either in the ring punching it out, or on the sidelines, shouting out words to egg people on....
and if bad luck would have it, a stray punch catches one in the chin, teeth spattered on the floor, and one realize that they were never meant to be in the fight in the first place.

its hard when your pulling punches to those who are hidden to u. u dont know who is on whose team, all incognito, trying to play both sides. So u keep ur punches to a minimal, and raise the white flag early. Pray to the Lord, that ur enemies have not multiplied with the stray punches that u dished out.

They say, you shud keep punching, fight the fight that keeps on coming, to the very last.
What i'd say is, if u can surrender now, and end up with lesser enemies, why not do so now? There's no shame in admitting defeat.

Let me pave this world, a one man army.

and oh, just fyi. this is my space to write. if any of you have any qualms with the things i write, then feel free to email me, or leave a comment. or, start your own blog, and write about it there.
adding more creative writing people in the world, is never a bad thing.

or u can just piss off.

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sweetalker and rotten through and through.

perhaps ill live up to that expectation. ill prove them correct at least.

You know that fat kid that always got picked on in school?

2008-11-07T09:46:00.001-08:00

Its funny, apabila aku teringatkan zaman kanak-kanak aku dulu. Lucu. Lucu bukan sebab aku jenis yang suka buat lawak, people who knew me back then would certainly know this. Seingat aku dulu, aku bukan jenis yang selesa berjenaka, dan tak tahu selok belok untuk membuat lawak2 spontan. Aku rasa aku juga tak reti membuat kawan, sebab seingat aku masa skolah rendah, rakan-rakan aku tak ramai.
Aku hanya punyai seorang rakan baik semasa aku darjah 5 & 6. Budak berketurunan India, devout Christian, bernama Joseph. Kenal pun kerana dia duduk di meja sebelah, kalau tidak, entah kenal nama pun tidak.

and in case u were wondering.

Yeah, i was always the loser fat kid that people would pick on, and my childhood days were cold and lonely.

Aku ingat, aku bukan budak popular di sekolah rendah. Tak hairanlah, pabila aku jumpa orang-orangan di UTP ini yang pernah satu skolah rendah dengan aku dulu, kelas sebelah lagi, mereka tak ingat aku. sedih bukan? well, i dont blame them, my primary school years were...well...sh*tty, and i have a personal grudge against this one teacher of mine.grrr....

that aside..

Sepanjang hidup aku sekolah rendah, dan separuh masa aku di alam sekolah menengah, aku hanya ditemani buku-buku. Lepas sekolah, masa apabila rakan-rakan lain bergegas mahu pulang, aku akan melangkah ke library. Baca majalah, dan akan tengok di rak "Latest arrivals" untuk judul2 buku yang menarik. Library di sekolah aku masa itu, St Mary's, memang heaven aku masa lepas sekolah. its was my fortress, and it was there i was in my zone.

Yeah, the life i lead back then was a boring bookworm one.(-_-!!)

Aku ke sekolah menaiki tren, dan pulang berjalan kaki. The routine was so much so revolved around books, yang aku akan membaca sambil berjalan. My feet were so familiar with the route home, that i don't need my eyes to see where i'm going. Only the occasional glance now and then to make sure i dont walk into any traffic, and that's about it.

Aku ingat lagi, tahun 2000 kalau tak silap, aku bawa pulang buku Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban. Mrs Gurmeet (librarian) kata she just got the book, and wondered if i would like to have a go at it first.
Aku ingat, ayah aku lihat aku berguling di atas sofa, membaca buku si Harry itu.
He took a look at the cover, which at the time had only childish illustrations, and asked me what on earth was i reading,. Iwas prompted to put it away, and go to bed.

That was so many years ago, so so many years. And it has been a while since i snug myself into a good book. Sekarang aku tak punyai masa untuk melayan fantasi, melayan bahan bacaan kecuali yang berkaitan nombor2 kejuruteraan.

Now, at 22, still chubby, i find that i miss reading. However, i think i've met some of the most interesting people within this last few years. So hey, i dont read that much anymore, but at least i have more people around me now, who i hope, i can call friends.

aww, nice huh? huhu~

there's more to come btw, when i feel like writing.

and oh, de ja vu...i think ive written about this some time ago...;p

Ku singkap.

2008-11-02T05:01:00.000-08:00

kenapa hidup ini mesti ade kompilkasi?
sering diiringi drama-drama iras-iras telenovela.

lucu, aku sering lihat drama di sekeliling, percaya bahawa diri sendiri tidak akan terlibat dengan adengan2 sebegitu. angkuh bahawa aku tak perlu hadapi liku-liku hidup sebegitu. angkuh, yang diri ini akan terkecuali.

aku tak suka drama, aku cukup tak suka. lebih2 lagi kalau aku tahu, pengakhirannya tak akan berubah walaupun terdapat banyak twist di sana sini.
aku memang begitu, malas mahu berjuang jika tahu, endingnya akan tetap sama.

why fight a losing battle?

drama, everybody has them.

;p

oh, dan aku juga muhasabah diri tempoh hari, menilai diri sendiri..bertemankan ceiling.

aku tak mengerti cara untuk handle kene turn down. kalau aku minta pertolongan, dan orang kata "tak boleh", aku terus bawa diri ke tempat lain. aku tak dapat nak korek dari dalam diri aku ini, untuk bertanya berkali2 sehingga dapat, atau sehingga puas...i'll only ask for anything once, kalau tak mahu atau tak sudi, tak mengapa. aku tak mahu paksa.

yeah, aku ada masalah dengan ego barangkali...

aku punyai presentasi Final Year Project aku hari Rabu akan datang. slide power point aku masih belum siap..

you want to wish me luck?

tak mahu tak mengapa.;p

This week, in a nutshell

2008-10-31T20:54:00.000-07:00

The internet has been always failing my attempts to blog, partly because i cant seem to upload pictures onto the damn page. Scruffy internet connection is not a welcoming thing, especially during this time of year, when projects and research assignments are due. (-_-!!)

Mid of last week, we had the Deans List Award for the Electrical Electronics Engineering Dept. It was special this time round because this time saw many more familliar faces, thanks to the internship we had done previously. God bless internship for CGPA boosting.

Academic talk, and nerd gibberish aside...

Looks like a bunch of people who went to the library for the first darn time..huhu

someone complained that i always put bad pictures of her in my blog and flickr. ;p. well, i find it funny, thats why i put it up.huhu~~

yeah, im out of things to write..

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Ku lepas dan bebaskan simpul serabut, dengan dendangan rakan2

2008-10-26T05:10:00.000-07:00

Tak perlukan ayat-ayat sangat. basically we belted out our worries for the nite.;p
There was dangduts, ballads, and rock classic kapak songs..hahah,a mix not for the faint of heart, and vocal chords.hahaha~

karok jom? ;p

Sweet.

2008-10-25T23:42:00.001-07:00

I won a hamper today! V5 Artfest photography competition.runnerup je pun,but its my first time winning for my photos.huhu. Submitted with intention of getting to see them in print actually, but since i submitted mine late, it just got sent to the judges without being printed.
Lady luck must've been on my side, and my shot was deemed worthy for a small gift. ;p

the picture i sent in?

well, i sent in two. guess which one won.;p

A nice start to a bz weekend

2008-10-24T19:19:00.000-07:00

Its the weekends, and I thank the heavens that its here.I thought that saturday would never have come around. Monday is a holiday, which is also a nice welcome, a three day weekend is how it should be from the beginning.
Somebody outhere, somewhere please make Monday a public holiday!!

2 Tests, 2 assignments and 1 final year report due next week. nice..usually a long weekend usually spells me going back home, but with the workload that is crawling up my nostrils, needing my attention, having a good rest at home is the last thing i would be able to do.
sheep...(-_-!)

on another note, yesterday I was fortunate enough to have seen Estranged perform on stage. Actually they were there as guest artist for this event the International Culture Committee organized. Voice Talent Search, but i paid the tix with only watching Estranged in mind, not anything else.;p.Im not a big fan of the fellas, but i needed a break,and my creative juices need replenished, so there i was. A big thanks to Tubby for sponsoring the ticket. :P

There were a few gems of a voice at the show, and i have to hand it to one of the contestants for belting out Mariahs My All nicely, and also dueting with one of the guys for One Sweet Day (BoyzIIMen).
If i can find somebody who would sing like that for me, id be weak in my knees, and my heart will be in a flutter..... definitely.:D

So as usual, i noe people would love to look at pictures rather than read this mumbo jumbo i have to write, so here goes:

Tubby in action, thanks for the free tix~ wee~

I seriously did not know we had a break dance crew in utp. tite!!

One of the constestants belting out No One (Alicia Keys). Jane Ngo i think her name was.

Star of the nite, eventhough he sang out of tune, and forgot the lyrics, his comittment to performance is to be commended. Go bro Dell!!!! u rocked Isabella like it was ur own!

Forgot her name, but tremendously talented on the keys. *drool*

Doc Mat and superfriends. Doc Mat teaches Cultural Anthropology here in UTP, and fyi, Cultural Anthropology rocks!!! so i better get an A.;p

Estranged on stage.

selected pictures in flickr. do visit it ea.:D

have a nice long weekend everyone~

Its a mess.

2008-10-18T22:22:00.001-07:00

Its the weekends,and my table is a wreck.i think i need a bigger table...ngaa.
Tough week for utpians here and othr uni students alike,gud luck people.we are going to need it,baaaad.

Media ke?

2008-10-16T08:58:00.001-07:00

Sme of d earliest people to arrive at the hall fos Tun Mahathirs speech.bearing our cammies,we were mistaken for the media ppl.lol

Oh well,as long as we got good seats.haha
Pictures already pstd in flickr...sket2.

Moblog,when campus intrnt sucks big time!

Monday, is never a good day.

2008-10-12T19:59:00.000-07:00

Happy Monday people, its a lovely morning, and signs are looking positive for it to be a start of one helluva week. Nuff said.

You'd think if youve been report writing for the past 5 years or so, you'd get pretty good at it. That's not the case it seems. My report writing seems to be horrifyingly degrading. I think this blogging business is taking a toll on my formal writing.lol~ pedulikan!!!

There has always been a question on my mind, which I have wondered about, but have been lazy to do any research on the matter. Why are there 7 days in a week? And why is it, in all our range of different cultures and races, all of us have agreed on the number 7 to count our days. My history is none to be proud of, so im sure some of u probably know the answer why this is the case. Nevermind, at least i have something to ponder about when i need some spacing out time, if there is such a hobby.;p

This is a stub, a sort of rant. I've spent most of last night in from of the computer, and this awful chair has made my punggung sore. I need to get myself a cushion.(-_-!!)
.....anybody wanna donate?

p.s. people who asks to see the Class of 2009 batch dinner pictures, i have uploaded some of them to my flickr. I'm sorry, there's over 300+ shots, and I cant upload them all. I'll distribute the pictures to their respective owners whence time permits k people.

cheers

Its a game of tag, and you're it.

2008-10-09T17:50:00.000-07:00

ditag oleh cik illy..

Rules of the tag:-

Link to your tagger and post these rules in your blog.
Share 7 facts about yourself on your blog, some random, some weird.
Tag 7 people at the end of your post by leaving their names as well as links to their blogs.
Let them know they are tagged by leaving a comment on their blog.

well here goes..

1. I like to people watch. yeah, i cant help it, because i think its becoming a hobby. I watch how people walk, people talk, and what people wear. I believe u can tell a whole lot of things from just observing people. How they talk reflect character, how they walk reflect self confidence, what they wear...well that's just show style preferences. So watch out, i might be watching u..;p

2. Although i may seem like the type, I do not drink milk or soya milk...ill have to be really desperate or on the verge of death if i had to take a sip. My height and size is the result of NOT drinking calcium rich milk, which has made me wonder, what sorta giant i would be if i did drink it. Its hard enough being this size as it is.;p

3. In my life, i have so far seen only ONE P.Ramlee film until the end. The others, i have either not watched, or watched half way and then fell asleep. Yes, that is how unsupportive i am of the local movie industry.Even the old ones get stereotyped. So do not ask me anything too detail on those matters.

4. I find ladies who speak fluent English to be a turn on. Not because im western or anything. Because i know, these type of people will read a lot, and i like intelligent ladies. The type u can ask out to tea, and talk interestingly about boring things. ;p..Those who talk about things like fashion and lifestyle and money, as hot as they may look, just does not entice me as much.

5. I almost fell into a ravine once on a mountain biking trip (brakes were faulty,and i was going downhill). Since then, i have tried to avoid vehicles with less than 4 tires.

6. I find that paying 200bux for an item of clothing unacceptable.Maybe to indulge once in a while is ok, perhaps during Raya.other than that, i think the money is well spent on more practical, affordable clothes. That is why i shop at F.O.S.call me cheap.hohoho~

7. I am a cat-person. I enjoy playing around with kitties, and wish to have a pet cat when i work. I need to get my lol-cat fix at least once a week (www.icanhascheezburger.com)..yes, thats how obsessed i am. And i find chicks who are into cats, also to be a plus.:D

okay, thats 7 things.i jst woke up, and this is what my still sleepy mind can muste. now must tag other 7 ppl ea?

ngaa...

1.pundak (sepatah dua kata)
2.kongz (beautifool life)
3.nisa (nymphet)
4. putri (hmm)
5. cherry (cherryness)
6..sape2 yang baca
7...sape2 yang nk buat..boleh tak?

have a nice day people.

aku ketinggalan, tak mengapa, aku mahu ulas juga.

2008-10-08T11:30:00.000-07:00

aku bukan jenis yang suka menonton filem2 melayu. aku bukan jenis yang sudah hafal semua filem2 p ramlee, sudah tonton2 muvi berkenaan anak mami, dan kenal nama2 artis2 gadis melayu yang rupawan yang muncul di kaca tv @ layar perak. aku tak pasti kenapa, mungkin kerana aku tak rasa tertarik, dan aku bosan melihat lakonan Saiful Apek yang sudah lapuk.maafkan aku, aku tahu, kita perlu sokong industri tanah air.

tapi aku tidak stereotaip kan semua, ada juga beberapa filem hasil seni tanah air yang aku rasa perlu mendapat pujian meninggi. dulu, aku pernah ulas tentang filem Sepet (dikala blog masih bertapak di friendster kalau tak silap), salah satu filem yang aku senarai pendek sebagai filem2 yang unik dan harus dilihat. ada juga beberapa yang lain, tapi memberitahu kamu semua satu per satu bukan tujuan entri kali ini.

mungkin aku lambat, atau lapuk, tapi aku baru sahaja tonton file Sepi semalam. setelah mendengar rakan2 serta ahli keluarga sendiri memberi pujian, aku akhirnya mengalah. Maybe its worth the watch.

Setelah tonton, aku marah. Ade perasaan membuak2 di dada. Marah pada diri sendiri kerana tak tonton awal, tergolong dalam mereka yang ketinggalan. Ketinggalan the emotional ride that is Sepi. Aku pasti, gadis2 mesti ada yang menangis. Pujian meninggi kepada direktor, serta pelakon, aku tak sangka boleh sampai ke tahap itu.

Aku rasa semua cukup lengkap. Skrip nya bagus, jalan cerita nya mengasyikan, cinematography mantap, lagu2 pilihan sesuai dgn tema dan feel,serta diselitkan pelakon2 hebat. oh, btw, aku baru kenal siapa itu Vanida Imran. Bertuah suami beliau.:P
mungkin kerana aku juga bulat, jadi aku rasa aku boleh relate dgn Adam (Afdlin Shauki). dan plot Sufi hampir robohkan topeng serious aku. seriously..

aku jarang mahu ulas filem2, tapi aku rasa ini aku perlu sebut.kalau kamu belum tonton, silelah tonton Sepi. kalau kamu sudah tonton, sila tinggalkan komen. Aku juga ingin tahu pendapat kalian.

cheers.

Sesi berkaraoke bersama encik kong

2008-10-06T03:28:00.000-07:00

Boleh tak, aku mahu post yang hanya gambaran2 sahaja?
argh, pedulikan, kalau tak boleh pun aku mahu juga buat. ketandusan idea untuk mengulas lebih lanjut.tambahan pula kenyang amat.

baru sudah selesai beraya di rumah kong serta berkaraoke di ruang tv rumahnya. silelah jamu mata dengan grafik2 sahaja.:D

jamuan yang disediakan oleh orang bujangan, simple, tapi kenyang. huhu~

disusuli sesi karaoke~

blogger perlu revamp kaedah picture upload mereka. buat seperti flickr senang, batch upload. mana peti surat cadangan mereka...aku anta emel..;p

rakan2, mahu gambar, nanti pulang utp aku bagi.sabar ya.:D

ps: gambar encik pundak tak ada pula, dia jadi tukang photo petang itu.tak mengapa, berharap kamera orang lain ada gambar kamu ya encik pundak.;p
cheers~

aku mahu panggil kalian makan, mungkin nanti, pabila semua dah pulang dari kampung.

2008-10-04T06:40:00.000-07:00

aku suka buat majlis makan2, panggil rakan2 lama dan baru untuk bertandang ke rumah, berkumpul dan menjamu (untuk raya kali ini, mungkin tak sempat, maaf kalian)..

walaupun sudah ade beberapa kali dahulu, niat memanggil segerombolan, tapi yang muncul hanya beberapa (selalu disebabkan kecemasan yg tk dpt dikenalpasti), tapi tak mengapa, rakan2 yang nafsu makan tinggi ade untuk selamatkan keadaan dan habiskan makanan berlebihan (read: kong,pundak dan seangkatan). tak apa, aku tak putus asa, aku ingin panggil kalian makan lagi selagi boleh, dan selagi mampu.

aku cuba untuk tak campur gathering family dengan rakan. memanglah, senang orang kata, sekaligus kalau buat dua2, jimat masa dan sebagainya. mungkin kamu akan berfikiran begitu jika rakan2 kamu lain daripada rakan2 aku. rakan2 lelaki aku..
sudah pening mendengar pelawa2 mereka untuk cuba berkenalan dengan saudara2 gadis aku yg juga datang melawat. bukan apa, tapi aku kenal sangat kamu semua, dan aku rasa kamu perlu kembara jauh lagi jika mahu kenal saudara2 gadis aku yang orang kata menawan (aku tak tahu nak komen, sudah kenal mereka dari kecil, tapi agaknya betulah kot). lagipun, aku panggil kalian untuk makan, bukan mengorat. stakat bagi nama aku boleh, yang lain, usaha sendiri, Googlelah kalau terpaksa untuk mencari facebook mereka mahupun friendster.

satu lagi sebab aku tak berapa gemar (bukan tak suka) kalau gathering campur rakan dan family adalah permainan 'best dress and first impression' yang akan bermula di kalangan ibu serta rakan2 (read:aunties) yang lain. ya gadis2, kalau kamu ingin bertandang ke rumah aku, wear your best dress, silap haribulan nanti ade award.

"hor, comenyo hok tu Fasyan, sapo tu, coursemate ke?"
"putih sepo hok tu, bagus2, doh la juruh"
dan paling best..
"hok tu mami kene, tackle lah"..(-_-")
*sapa tak reti kelantan, mintak maaf, subtitle not provided

kepada mereka yang pernah melawat rumah aku, ketahuilah ade di kalangan kamu yang mendapat pujian yang amat..sendirilah perasan, aku tak mahu bagitahu sapa.

minta maaf rakan2 lelaki, aku tak punyai adik perempuan yang boleh kamu tackle, kalau ada pn, tak tentu aku kenalkan kepada kamu semua.;p

cuti nanti pastikan kamu tak kemana-mana.

cheers~

Sepetang di kediaman Encik Pundak

2008-10-03T06:54:00.000-07:00

Entri kali ini, aku bilang agak special...

In the festive mood that is Raya, aku telah diejemput untuk menghadiri majlis keramaian di kediaman En. Pundak (En. P). Buat julung kali aku dijemput menghadiri majlis makan2 di rumahnya, maka aku tak mahulah menolak, lagipun memang perut tengah lapar makanan2 (free).

Tambahan pula, boleh berjumpa rakan2 En. P yang lain, seperti En Masen, En AzrieIzham dan juga Cik Ixa. It always nice to meet new people.:D..Aku tak veteran blogger seperti kalian, my rantings are mostly, monologued.sila beri tunjuk ajar~

Owh, tidak lupa juga En Kong. Time kasih kerana tumpangkan aku.

Oleh kerana aku dan Kong sampai terlebih dahulu, maka peluang ini diambil untuk makan sepuas hati. rakan2 gadis En. P masih belum sampai, jadi tak perlu control mahupun kawal macho. Tak ada habuan di sekeliling.

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Ulas lebih lanjut pon tak guna, kerana aku rasa gambar lagi sesuai untuk menerangkan. Tapi aku ingin puji tuan rumah, ikan keli bakar tadi...superb (ikan keli sebagai jamuan raya, aku tahu, pelik, tapi pedulikan, sedap). Jamuan laksa pun lazat. Aku concentrate makan sampai tak sempat nak mengambil gambar makanan. Maaf.;p

En P dan Kong hairan mengapa asap penuh, tapi apinya tiada.

Don't be fooled, we were effin hungry.

malas nak ngomeng.

cik ixa, sempoi sgt orangnya, dan dengar kata she can really work an oven. Pleasure to be of acquaintance miss.:D

Azrieizham dan ixa. Tak pasti, mereka adik beradik ke cane...(0_o?). Trima kasih ke Azrieizham kerana memberi peluang untuk aku bermain kamera nya. Pertama kali cuba.;p

En. Masen dan En. Pundak.

Aku berniat juga untuk mengenali rakan2 gadis En Pundak yang lain, tetapi hari pula makin lewat, dan mereka tiba lambat. Tak sempatlah aku nak berjumpa betegur sapa. Diharap En. Pundak dapat mengirimkan salam kepada mereka2. hohoho

dan tak lupa, sebelum pulang, kami bersalaman dgn bapa encik pundak.Beraturlah kami bersalaman, tiba ke giliran Kong, die tenung muka bapa encik pundak, dan tanpa fikir dua kali berkata
"Terima kasih Pundak."
Kemudian beredar..

terlalu kenyang agaknya....

cheers~

no puedo dormir

2008-10-01T09:59:00.000-07:00

Aku tak dapat nak tidur. tak pasti sama ada ia kerana sebab terlalu biasa tidur lambat masa bulan puasa, sebab cuaca malam tak cukup nyaman, sebab dah tidur petang tadi, atau sebab2 lain.

Yang pasti, aku tak lena lelapkan mata di atas kamar, terasa kekurangan. Masa beginilah aku akan mula untuk bertemu sahabat lama (rakan2 yang rapat denganku akan tahu apakah ia), tenung kepadanya lama2, dan mengimbas kembali hidup aku setakat ini.

baring berfikiran...ok...termenung more like...;p

Ya, aku memang jenis yang suka berfikiran panjang... kerana aku percaya, setiap benda yang sudah, sedang, dan akan dilakukan, ada kesannya terhadap sekeliling. what you do effects people, in ways u sometimes cannot imagine.

I believe Newton did not only unravel the laws of physics, but also the law of everything by stating simply,
For every action, there is an equal and opposite reaction.

Aku tak tahu sama ada ia adalah niat Newton untuk meringkaskan dasar kehidupan so eloquently in one single line, but he sure nailed it spot on.

Tapi itu aku. Mungkin itu adalah imaginasi aku berkata-kata, lamunan aku yang fikir terlalu dalam. Aku sumpah, kalau ada kerjaya untuk mengelamun dan bermenung, aku rasa sudah pasti aku sudah jadi professional bidang itu.

Mungkin kata2 watak yang dilakonkan the late and talented Heath Ledger itu ade implikasi dalam situasi sebegini.
Why so serious?(sebut dengan gaya ok rakan2)

where is my rambling leading to?

entah, aku pon tak pasti, but sleep eludes me, and i have nothing else to do, so here i am..talking, writing, and fortifying the chambers of my inner demons.

daría mi corazón,en una placa de plata

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ok, apa aku bebelkan ini?

(~_~")

kerana aku malas untuk sms rangkai,

2008-09-30T17:10:00.000-07:00

INGIN MENGAMBIL KESEMPATAN INI UNTUK MENGUCAPKAN

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI
MAAF ZAHIR & BATIN

TULUS IKHLAS DARI
MOHAMAD FASYAN BIN MOHAMAD SABRI

cane aku nak centerkan ni..(-_-")..abaikan

English people, english!

2008-09-29T07:10:00.001-07:00

hahaha,

lucu, seorang rakan baru sahaja realisasikan satu perkara kepada aku..

Raya tahun depan, tak dapat dah aku nak mintak duit raya (harap2 sudah bekerja masa ini)

jadi tahun ini tebal muka sket, mintak duit raya..huhu~

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maybe its just me, but i feel irritated, sort of, when people talk funny english..and by mean of funny is...erm..how should i put it into word...
talk with error u would expect came from a primary kid....seriously..

bukan nak berkata yang bahasa jajahan aku hebat, tapi aku rasa macam mahu sahaja betulkan mereka2 yang sering kali buat kesalahan2 yang tak munasabah..

past tense, future tense and what not, we probably should have it under our belt right about now. i mean, we've only been learning the darn language for at least the last 12 years..ok, im not dissing at all mind you, im just referring to people who are going to be professionals one day. engineers, public officials and what not.

and what's worse, is that some of these people, some of em, like to talk in front of people , in formal events!! wargh!(i call them mic-hoggers, cannot see a mic on a stand, unattended) do u realize your speaking funny english to the masses, as a representative of us all!!
ok, i appreciate the effort, but heck, i feel like i want to go bury my face somewhere..

try test yourself. write an essay in Microsoft Word or something. If u have a lot of green squiggly lines here and there, they are there not for decorations my friend. Seriously, and the software is not bugged either..so dont kid yourself. the occasional typo is forgivable, but lines like:

"I thinking that maybe we should expanding the company"

"The plan is to taking over the country"

u think the boss will take you seriously after that line?

and remember the phone interview between al-jazeera and one of our minister? yeah, an elected minister, elected official, representing Malaysia!

seriously, even if he was right in his argument, the point did not make such an impact. I am sorry, but that is the truth.

we want our kids to speak proper english in the future, but we're talking like hillbillies..no offense..

hypocritical. im writing with jumbled up structures,and here i am giving lectures on proper usage of english. *dush2*

I know, its a little early

2008-09-28T01:45:00.000-07:00

If any of u would like to get me a gift for any occasion. I'd like one o' these:

its a Yashica Electro Rangefinder.

why?

kamu beli dulu, dan kemudian kasi aku. aku tunjukkan.;p

kalau masih ingin tahu, flikr kan sahaja, dan tgk hasil2 gambar.

film, ah the good ol days.

I have always been a cutting edge kinda person, but this old technology, just turns me ON.

You are an angel, and i am but a man-Rhymeweaver

2008-09-27T14:26:00.000-07:00

Aku dengki..

mengapa?

dengki dgn blogger2 kaum hawa. Aku dengki kerana mereka selesa mengisi blog mereka dengan kata2 manis dari hati. kata2 yang mencerminkan perasaan mereka, perasaan kasih sayang, persaan jiwa.

lelaki, kalau blog mereka jiwang, sudah pasti tak akan dicop homo, tak stabil, dan mat jiwang.
unless of course, they blog anonymously...;p

aku suka membaca blog yang ditulis gadis2, kerana aku masih lagi gagal membaca isi hati gadis2 secara puratanya. Ada sahaja ilusi yang mengaburi mata aku ini tiap kali aku cuba menilik pemikiran mereka, menyelam perasaan. Aku dulu ada beberapa kali cuba meneka dengan naluri jantan aku ini, isi hati rakan2 gadis di sekeliling.

Sahaja, mahu test theory and put it to practice.

What happened?

Nothing, aku gagal mebuktikan apa barang theory.;p

disclaimer:aku bukan playboy, dan tak mengaku apa-apa dalam region itu. Muka tak cukup jambu mahupn kacak seperti artis2 untuk dikelilingi gadis2..

usaha aku sekarang?

kini aku bloghopping, membaca blog2 rakan2 gadis, sebab aku rasa entri mereka memang selalu berkait dengan ini hati naluri mereka.

salah satu usaha aku untuk memahami, dan manalah tahu, satu hari dapat membongkar rahsia mereka dengan sepenuhnya.

A guy can try, right? lol~

selamat sahur~

Perihal raya, dan seangkatannya

2008-09-27T02:26:00.000-07:00

Raya akan datang lagi tidak lama lagi, Aidilfitri. Setelah berhempas pulas menahan dugaan makanan dan hasutan, akan tiba masa dimana diet sebulan akan disia-siakan.lol~
i've lost 5 kilos thus far, but i think ill regain them back in no time..

Raya, what does it mean to u?

Aku ingat dahulu, zaman kanak2. Pantang sahaja cuti Raya (or any cuti for that matter), the whole family will be on their way balik kampung. The 8 jam drive seems like a cookie to handle. Now,at 20 something of age, i find any travel more that 5 hours, daunting..;p

Owh, did i mention both my parents are from Kelantan?

Me:Been a while since I went back to kelantan.
long pause...
Person A: You orang kelantan ke? You dont look kelantanese.
ade rupe meh kltn ppl?
Me: I get that a lot..not looking remotely kelantan bit.
Person A: Really?
Me: Some say, if they had to guess...i look....Mexican..
Person A: ......(-_-!!)..wtfish..

Raya now has whole new sense of meaning, other than balik kampung and main mercun, lumba basikal sampai masuk parit at grandma's (i have bad luck with vehicles with 2 tires or less). Its fundamental roots only i have just realized as of late.

Raya, its about brotherhood, and family.

It's once in a year alasan for u to visit ur distant cousins, for u to say hi to ur always busy uncle who is always working. For u as a family to sit down as a unit, dressed nicely and fabulously, and have a meal together, take a picture together, forgive each other for their wrongs in the past year. Tell me, what other good alasan can u think of to visit people's houses ramai2?

people always say, what are friends for?
how bout we change that, or add to that.

What is family for?

i just bukak puasa. kenyang like crazy. a quick entry before i hit the showers.

have fun people.

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Grandmas (one grandma from each side of the family), i wont be in kelantan for raya, so if any of u happen to have internet access at ur house, and by chance of God, learned how to navigate a computer web browser, and miraculously know the url address of this blog, and is reading this entri..

Selamat Hari Raya. Nanti bile cuti dan ada rezeki, Fasyan balik Kelantan. :D

Its about a lion, and the people.

2008-09-26T08:07:00.000-07:00

Something i just wanted to share..

i almost cried myself silly. ngaaa

You talk boldly, way over there.

2008-09-26T05:22:00.001-07:00

I find blogging to be a fun way for people to exchange ideas, give opinions, and let feelings out for others to note, and read, and perhaps take as an informal guide (in some cases). So, i find it a crying shame, that some have abused this new found method of expression, to cause grief and start a stir among its readers, and users.

I'm talking about those who blog laced with hatred and barbarism, and are unable to be responsible for their own words. There are some who are willing to go incognito in webspace, creating their own blog account, just for the sake of condemning others.
Jumping into people's blogs and starting a havoc, finding ants of a mistake, and take them to elephant proportions.

Have the balls to talk big, but no balls to show their own true identity. Hiding behind false names and aliases, and firing of words that could only mirror a fool..

such cowardice.

to these people, lets have a cup of tea together, im sure there's a lot we can talk about.

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anger, not good..not gooooood...;p

SELAMAT HARI RAYA PEOPLE~

Mula

2008-09-26T04:50:00.000-07:00

I'm liking the new white environment of this new place, makes me feel less....morbid.

I've been receiving notes and questions, on why have i stopped writing. Why muffled thoughts seems to have been, discontinued. I have many a times told myself, "tonight i shall write".
But all the strings of words that i plan to vomit out onto the web, remained monologue. Plus, it did not occur to me at all, that there were actually readers. I mean, i know there are occasionally a few people who drop by to read the stuff i write, but there are some who actually take it as seriously as i do, sometimes.

It's nice feeling..:D

So here i am, renewing my faith in words that God has blessed me with. With words i hope that can convey this voice inside, that sometimes needs to be let out.

I start with this entry, and may i find inspirations to voice out more in the future, God willing.