aduh, sakit

The whole day today. rasa macam tak selesa.

Bangun bersin-bersin. Aku bilang berdebu barangkali.

Pergi melawat tandas, bersin-bersin lagi.Pening kepala jadinya.

Mata bengkak dan berair. mulut pula ade ulcer, akibat gigit bibir sendiri tempoh hari.

pedih, cis. Aku menyumpah sendirian.

mandi2, clear hidung, still rasa tak selesa.

rasa macam ade anasir tersangkut x mahu keluar dari laluan udara. bergerak mengikut rentak pernafasan. *amarah bermula*

rasa jengkel, maka mula mencari punca ketidakselesaan. aku dengus kuat2, harapan anasir tersebut keluar.

satu kali dengus, dapat rasa ada makhluk seperti mahu keluar, tapi tersangkut sedikit. aku apa lagi, pinch it dengan jari dan tarik sekuat hati.


*pitam sekejap*

aaaaaaaargh!!

sakit sangat. aku lihat apa aku tarik.

cis

bulu hidung. kuda laut.



rawak. sekian

cutian,photo take, tres

cuti, photo take, dos

Photos above photo stitched, for panoramic view.

cutian, photo take, uno

and make sweet music.

mmm, shimmy2~~

try waking up to this song. just try.
high~

lets talk, on what you aim to achieve.

oh, aku tak punyai idea untuk entri blog, tapi masih mahu update.
dilemma bukan?

I've been doing some light reading.
For inspiration,
for a little mind picking,
and to chase the bore bunnies away.

If you were given the chance, to give one last lecture before you die, what would you talk about?

Let us ponder on that for a moment.

I've got my nose stuck in a book, The Last Lecture by Randy Pausch. And thus far, it has been an enlightening read. In a nutshell, its about a man, diagnosed with cancer, who gives a final lecture on achieving childhood dreams.
His lecture is captured on video, and he wished that the video be shown to his kids (still infants) when they grow up, so that they know what kind of person that he, their dad, was.

I wont go into the details of the content of the book, ill leave that for you to go read for yourself.

It does peak my interest though, the idea the book provokes.

As an individual, what knowledge, wisdom or any sort of contribution can you impart onto the world? What legacy can you leave behind, for your children to recognize? What will they remember you by, when you're six feet under.

When your life is finite and is able to be measured in numbers, what will you do to make sure that you've lived your life.

Reading through the book, i've stopped many times to ponder on some of the things said.

Brick walls are there for a reason. They're not there to keep us out. The brick walls are there to give us a chance to show how badly we want something.

Its funny how things make sense when other people say it. How things are complicated when you try to think about it yourself.
This is one of the things that hit me like a rock onto the head.

Well, i know i've not tried hard enough at somethings, given up when the first sign of trouble shows itself.
I've been shying away from the brick wall unknowingly.


I could go on about the things said in this book. But that would be unjust of me to those who have not read it.

so why not kan?
Head towards your nearest bookstore and pick it up.
If it does not inspire you, contact me. We'll talk about it over a cup of tea.

:D

cheerio

lalalahujanlah

School holidays, and its raining. I am now staving off the urge to sleep. God knows thats the last thing i would want to do.
Sleep in the afternoon, and wake up all groggy. Look out the window to find its almost Maghrib, and wondered if i have done Asar or not.

Its not a good cycle, so as tempting as it is to sleep, im propping my eyes wide open. @_@
hopefully it lasts...

so i was thinking of a new years resolution. Since everyone seem to have them, i probably should consider of it too. Then i remembered i did make some sort of resolution early of 2008, as described here.

Which got me thinking...

how much of it have i actually done?
;p

well, looking thru it, not much, let me tell that. no surprises there..(-_-!!)

so, rather than make new ones, why not bring the ones i did not complete to this year. would make things a whole lot easier for me, tak perlu fikir dalam2 dan lama2.

Yeah, sounds like an excuse not to think.
maybe it is? i mean, its the holidays, and wringing the brain for ideas can be taxing on a brain set for 'Holiday' mode.

Dont worry brain, ill put u back to work in a couple of weeks. Just dont get to rusty before that.




what the pish am i rambling continuously on about?

nothing really...

seriously..

its me, trying not to doze off.




yeah, not working. *kr0o0o0oo0o0hhhh*